Thursday, 27 September 2007
Failure.
    What if I've tried my best but still cannot succeed?
    I've never felt so lost and stupid in my entire life.

    Every week I regret and think about the future.
    And then I go through the same torture.

    Have I really tried hard enough?
    I would like to think so.

    I think what I hate most is that I've never really grasp it from the start.
    And as the week goes by, I keep falling further and further behind.
    I try to catch up but it's all too hard.

    Don't like doing what I don't like and don't like tortures.
    Don't like not knowing what I'm doing and don't like doing anything I don't understand.
    Don't like to continue if I don't like it.

    And I guess cos I'm an escapist and quite the pessimist.
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